You know, i love you so much, i have for so long now. im in so deep. you mean so much to me all i want is to be with you. but im scared, things have been so hard lately. weve been fighting for reasons i dont even understand. i just dont understand. why does this hurt so much? relationships arent supposed to be confusing. theyre supposed to be happy. we hardly spend much time togehter. we barley ever text. the time we do spend together, you just joke around and never take anything seriously. and i mean LITTERALY just mess around, and play pretend, act like were living in some sort of fantasy land. you tell me i need to escape reality. you act like a child, and some how your okay with it, thats not okay with me. honestly that scares me. it worries me about you. this is real life. this is a real relationship. not some silly little game. i want to be with the person i love.not the person who spends almost every second he has with me pretending, instead of actually talking with me and building a relationship. ive never done this serious shit before. i dont know how to deal with this, i dont know whats going on. i just know that i need you. the you i love so much. your supposed to treat me like a girlfriend. i want you to show that you love me. i know you do. i just need you to treat me like you do. you are my favorite person in this whole world. you have no idea how scared i am of how much its going to hurt when we break up, cause i know things dont last forever. were too young but i just know that i want to be with you for as long as i can. i love you with every single part of me. i know youll never see this post,and no ones probably read this all, but i need you to change. i need you to put effort into loving me. i need you to put so much more effort into this relationship. i honestly dont even know whats going on, whats right, whats wrong, whats real. whats pretend, whats okay, whats healthy, whats in your head, what i should do, whats even fucking happening, but i know that i love you so much. youre all i want.
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